Friday, July 30, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
PAIN LIKE THIS HAS TO BE DANGEROUS, NOT KNOWING WHEN OR WHERE MY NEXT SMILE IS COMING, AND WHEN THE SMILES DO COME, I BECOME...UPSET, WHAT A TEASE...BECAUSE THE PAIN, THE PAIN DOESNT LEAVE, SO HOW COULD I POSSIBLY HAVE SOMETHING TO SMILE ABOUT...THE PAIN STARTS IN MY CHEST THEN TRAVELS DOWN TO MY STOMACH...IT IS MY OWN FAULT THAT I CANT SEEM TO GET OVER IT, FOR REASONS UNKNOWN I TAKE MYSELF BACK TO THAT PAINFUL PLACE..FORGIVE AND FORGET, FORGIVE AND FORGET...I TRY TO FORGIVE..FORGETTING ISN'T EVEN AN OPTION..SO HOW DO I GET OVER IT, HOW DO I GET THROUGH IT...FORGIVENESS SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY WAY OUT, PROBLEM IS, I DONT KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN TO FORGIVE...WHEN I SAY I HAVE FORGIVEN MY HEART CALLS ME A LIAR, MY HEART SAYS YOUR NOT COMPLETELY OVER THIS...AND THE STRUGGLE CONTINUES
Saturday, July 17, 2010
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